Thursday, September 9, 2010

Awesome Music!

I'm on an Enya kick right now! Go listen to "Ebudae" and "The River Sings" right now! AWESOME!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Almost all good things come to an end, like this summer, for example. As glorious and fun and lively as it was, it had to stop and step aside so that school and real life could come barging back in, throw themselves onto myself, and demand full attention. Of all the changes that are happening, from not being able to go somewhere whenever I can get a ride; to not being able to prioritize things according to what is easiest for myself, my family, and my friends; and even the troublesome practice of getting up before 9:00; the worst is that I am starting to see things. Just today, I thought I saw two of my friends, but it wasn't them. I am telling the truth.There was this short brunette with long hair and khol lined eyes; I thought it was Amanda until I saw the rest of her face. The other is this boy who I think I should remember, but know that I have never met. Another thing, it feels like none of this- none of this school, or classes, or homework, or freshmen, or new locker, new teachers, different people, different settings, new group, missing friends- is real. Like a dream, some sort of pretend world where we all have to grow up and learn and let go, that's what I've been walking through the past two days. Here's a photo for your trouble, if anyone has read this.